Hi. Lately I have been thinking about my post (http://kisshajane.blogspot.com/2016/01/haunted.html).
It was about a certain girl, and now she is still being haunted by that certain feeling.
I checked her out, and observed if she is still undergoing the process of 'moving on', from what I had observed... She is now okay, but I think she will do the wrong thing again for the same person. I asked her directly why she was still doing it again, she heaved a deep sigh and simply said '' I don't know" in a very low voice. Sadness was evident in her eyes. Oh such a poor creature I told to myself. This time I was just staring at her, she was gazing at a blank and it seems like she brought her own self in another dimension. I was planning to shake her shoulders to bring her back to reality, but I just let her be. I was puzzled by what she was feeling, why was she doing this to herself again.
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I was still staring at her, then suddenly all the colors of the world was seen in her body, it seems like the sadness was instantly washed away in seconds. I can feel that she saw someone from her peripheral view, her eyes followed a person that was around. Then I told to myself "Alas! it must be him." Her own kind of paradox - the person that keeps feeling you alive yet constantly killing you.
What a sad story she have. I asked myself '' Are there people that also feel like what she does?" If there are, then what a sad world we have.